1、长大以后，一个人上下班，一个人吃饭睡觉，塞上耳塞，永远听着寂寞的歌，仿佛全世界只是自己一个人
After growing up, a person to work, a person to eat and sleep, put on earplugs, always listen to lonely songs, as if the world is just a person
2、忙忙碌碌的日子里，没有多少期待，也没有多少惊喜，坚强的外表下那颗敏感而柔弱的心，只有自己在苦苦保护
Busy days, there is not much to look forward to, there is not much surprise, strong appearance of that sensitive and weak heart, only their own in the bitter protection
3、一直以为自己的喜怒哀乐，悲欢离合，总有那么一个遥远而并不遥远的人会耐心了解，会一路相伴，而最终却连偶尔的关心也是极少的
Always thought that their own emotions, joys and sorrows, joys and sorrows, there is always a distant but not far away person will patiently understand, will accompany all the way, and finally even occasionally care is very little
4、无所谓失去，无所谓得到，如果真的可以无所谓，哪还有满身的疲惫和深夜的眼泪
It doesn"t matter to lose, doesn"t matter to get, if you can really do not matter, which is full of fatigue and tears at night?
5、没有追求物质，始终渴望合理，也一直在努力，可心中所想，心中所念，一直与我背道而驰
There is no pursuit of material, always eager for reasonable, and has been working hard, but what I think, what I think in my heart, has always run counter to me
6、仿佛开怀大笑的日子,都已经很遥远了,曾经以为长大是件很惊喜的事,现在觉得长大是件很勇敢的事
As if the days of laughter, have been very far away, once thought growing up is a very pleasant thing, now I think growing up is a very brave thing
7、路过万家灯火，感叹世间尘事之多，回头看看，自己依然孤单单在为那盏灯而奔波，累了也不敢停下脚步
Passing by the lights of thousands of homes, sighing at the number of worldly affairs, looking back, I am still alone in running for the lamp, and I dare not stop when I am tired
8、想要的并不多，只是想努力和别人不一样，如今也怕了这漫漫长夜，岁月悠长
I don"t want much. I just want to try to be different from others. Now I"m afraid of the long night and the years are long
9、给很久没联系的朋友发了信息
Sent a message to a friend who hasn"t been in touch for a long time
“最近还好吗”
How are you doing?
也许是她沉默了一会吧
Maybe she was silent for a while
“尽量活着呢”
"Try to live"
五个字，瞬间戳痛了我的心窝，这算不算感同身受？
Five words, instantly stabbed pain in my heart, this is not considered empathy?
10、借着酒精我哭了，也许只有这时候才敢肆无忌惮地流眼泪，他们只是以为我喝醉了，而不会一眼就看穿我是真的痛了
I cried with alcohol. Maybe only at this time can I dare to shed tears freely. They just think that I am drunk, and they will not see through my pain at a glance
11、默默地避开那些拥挤的人群，躲开那些想要搭讪的眼神，习惯了孤独，习惯了一个人
Quietly avoid those crowded crowd, avoid those who want to chat up the eyes, used to lonely, used to a person
12、拒绝了你的热情，不是因为冷漠，是害怕依赖之后，你突然地收回，会让我痛彻心扉，连仅剩的孤独都太显悲催
Refused your enthusiasm, not because of indifference, is afraid to rely on, you suddenly withdraw, will let me pain, even the remaining loneliness are too sad
