一、我知道应该乐观，应该积极向上的去生活，可是我已经很努力了，但快乐依然不愿意回来了
I know that I should be optimistic and live a positive life, but I have worked hard, but I still don"t want to come back
二、你对所有人挂出的标语都是欢迎光临，而唯独我看到的是请留步，只准相关人员入内
You are welcome to all the slogans you put up, but what I see is that please stay, only relevant personnel are allowed to enter
三、白天我拼命工作，拼命强颜欢笑，夜晚踏进家门把自己扔到床上的那一刻，所有伪装的坚强都褪去，悲伤毫不客气地挂在脸庞
During the day, I work hard and try my best to smile. When I step into my house and throw myself on the bed at night, all the strength in disguise will fade away and sadness will hang on my face
四、能否向世界请个假，拂去所有的悲伤，然后一切从头，华丽归来
Can you ask for a leave from the world, wipe away all the sadness, and then all the things from the beginning, gorgeous return
五、你只是听我的故事，然后一笑了之；你只是看我的难过，然后说一句没事；从没懂我的落寞，从没懂我的欲言又止
You just listen to my story and laugh it off; you just look at my sadness and say it"s OK; you never understand my loneliness, never understand my desire to talk again
六、后来我都没有逢人就说我的难过，我怕说了我会更难过
Later, I didn"t meet anyone and said that I was sad. I was afraid that I would be more sad if I said that
七、很难得到的东西我都努力得到了，很难放弃的东西我都努力放弃了，唯独这简单的快乐，却让我束手无策
I"ve tried my best to get the things that are hard to get, and I"ve tried my best to give up the things that are hard to give up, but this simple happiness makes me helpless
八、我很懂事啊，懂事到发一次脾气你都以为我在装腔作势，不哄也能好
I"m very sensible. When I get angry, you think I"m putting on airs. It"s good if I don"t coax
九、你不要总对我说对不起，我没那么狭隘，也没那么大度，我不想被指责，更不想被委屈
You don"t always say sorry to me. I"m not so narrow or generous. I don"t want to be accused or wronged
十、嗯，那天我用你对我的方式去对你，你竟然生气了，好多话放在我身上可以，放在你身上为什么就是错的？是何道理？
Well, that day I used the way you treated me to treat you. You were angry. You can put a lot of words on me. Why is it wrong to put them on you? What"s the reason?
十一、一次次的妥协换来的是教训，一次次的教训换来的是眼泪，一次次的眼泪换来的是我头也不回地离开，这个结果，你可满意？
Time after time, compromise brings lessons, time after time, lessons bring tears, and time after time, tears bring me to leave without looking back. Are you satisfied with this result?
十二、终是一个人走了好久的路，终是一个人扛下了所有，若有酒我想一醉解千愁
It"s a person who has walked for a long time. It"s a person who has shouldered everything. If there"s wine, I want to get drunk and solve thousands of worries
