All the time, the stock index thought that I could smile calmly in the face of anything. However, at last, when you turned and decided to leave, my tears were overwhelming. This is because the happiness in the past laughed at the pain in my heart. It turns out that the most painful pain in the world is to leave.
一直以来，股指都以为我可以从容微笑面对任何事情。然而，最后，当你转身决定离开时，我的眼泪夺眶而出。这是因为过去的快乐嘲笑了心中的痛苦。原来，世界上最痛苦的痛苦就是离开。
It turns out that sunflowers only interpret the sadness hidden in their hearts with smiles.
原来向日葵只是用微笑诠释藏在心里的悲伤。
Long-term drought and sweet rain, meeting old friends in other places, wedding night, to be no.1. Four happy events in my recent life.
长期干旱和甘雨，在外地遇到老朋友，新婚之夜，成为第一名。我最近生活中的四件快乐的事情。
Yes, that"s it. He will keep you wandering between fantasy and sadness until you give up love completely.
是的，就是这样。他会让你在幻想和悲伤之间徘徊，直到你彻底放弃爱情。
The city is crowded, but without you, it seems empty.
这个城市很拥挤，但是没有你，它似乎是空的。
In this city, to be a passing sight, to be a passer-by in a hurry, just for one person.
在这个城市，做一个过眼云烟，做一个匆匆过客，只为一个人。
I really don"t know what to do except miss you and the bits and pieces of the past. I begged you hard and hoped you could come back to me, but you pushed me away again and again, resisting again and again.
除了想你和过去的点点滴滴，我真的不知道该怎么办。我苦苦哀求你，希望你能回到我身边，你却一次次推开我，一次次反抗。
I"m aggressive, and I don"t protect myself. Who protects me and you?
我有攻击性，我不保护自己。谁保护我和你？
Even if we are not together, we will still think of you when we hear this word.
即使我们不在一起，当我们听到这个词时，我们仍然会想起你。
Keep a diary, I don"t know whether it is a pen or a memory.
记日记，不知道是笔还是记忆。
Always need some warmth, even a little self-righteous commemoration.
总是需要一些温暖，甚至是一点自以为是的纪念。
You didn"t keep me, I didn"t look back, so I was safe for the rest of my life, and no one was bad, but the time was unfortunate.
你没有留住我，我没有回头，所以我的余生是安全的，没有人是坏的，但时间是不幸的。
