人有时候突然就不快乐了，突然被回忆里的某个细节揪住，突然陷入深深的沉默不想说话。
Sometimes people are suddenly unhappy, suddenly caught by a detail in the memory, and suddenly fall into a deep silence, do not want to speak.
抓不住的东西，连伸手都多余，以后谁也别来了，我拿不起，也放不下，我嘴硬心软，容易交心，不想再难过。
For things you can"t hold. You don"t even have to stretch your hand. Don"t come any more. I can"t take it up, I can"t put it down. I"m tough and soft hearted. Easy to hand over the heart, do not want to be sad.
女孩子不会因为穷离开谁，而是又穷又不被爱，时间耗尽了她所有幻想和安全感，我们敢过苦日子，却没人敢过不被爱的日子。
Girls do not leave because they are poor, but they are poor and unloved. Time has exhausted all her fantasies and sense of security. We dare to live a hard life, but no one dares to live without being loved.
以前怕你不回消息，怕你和其他的女人聊天，怕你去见她，经常闹脾气不舒服，后来我试着不爱你，我果然没情绪了。
In the past, I was afraid that you would not reply to the news. I was afraid that you would chat with other women, and I was afraid that you would go to see her. I was often angry and uncomfortable. Later, I tried not to love you, and I really had no mood.
其实你根本就接受不了他的所作所为，但一次次破例，一次次原谅，是因为你那时候真的喜欢，真的舍不得。
In fact, you simply can"t accept what he did, but again and again exceptions, forgiveness, because at that time you really like him, really reluctant to give up.
我差点忘了我是个有趣的人，爱笑且没心没肺，但在这一年里面目全非，焦虑抑郁，差点过不去。
I almost forgot that I was an interesting person. Laugh and heartless. But in this year, I was totally disoriented, anxious and depressed, almost unable to get through.
你逼着我崩溃，看着我难过，让我失望，可我不恨你，也不讨厌你，我就是想不明白我那么爱你，你为什么要这样对我？
You forced me to collapse, looked at me sad, let me down, but I don"t hate you, nor hate you, I just don"t understand that I love you so much, why do you treat me like this?
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